April 10, 2020 Poem “Jalopy”

 

Jalopy
 
 
It’s not a word you hear very often,
or did, even back when I was a kid.
I must have learned it first from those
Archie comic books, to me baffling,
unfunny, but riveting as a preview
of life down the road in high school.
 
Well, I was a young fool.
High school was nothing like that.
No Jughead, hanger-on with his inexplicable
serrated hat, or grim Miss Grundy
embodying Monday, or sassy and glossy
Veronica Lodge with her sleek moneyed sneer.
No kind but clueless lovelorn Betty
who was perpetually blind to her own beauty.
 
Especially no irrepressible Archie,
all geeked-out freckles and tomato-red hair
but with some real spark or flare
of talent, like skinny Mick Jagger
without the strut or sexual glare.
Still, Archie fronted a band, had a car,
and that was enough to make him a star.
Just a paper construct. Never met one like him.
 
After college, though, I was briefly married
to a red-haired guy, Jeff, who imitated
Ry Cooder by playing slide guitar.
He had a rusty yellow car
that turned over and over but usually died
in the driveway. There was too much to fix,
I guess. And there I was, inside the house,
a lovelorn bride who secretly cried,
who tried to be kind, tried to steer
toward a happy ending over
the bumpy road
of his manic ups and downs.
 
We could never get to a higher gear.
I left after he claimed to be
addicted to me. He could not
metabolize his fear, and later,
his father told me,
he simply slid off the rails
on an excess
of something poisonous,
just as pernicious as sugar.
 
 
Leslie Schultz

April 9, 2020 Poem “Intramurals”

 


Intramurals
 
 
All up and down the quiet street, lights wink
off and on. Windows open and then close:
soft breath of houses. Days flow like ink.
Birds are thrilled. Buds form on our glauca rose.
 
Quiet reigns in the mostly silent streets.
I read that seismologists note worldwide
how reduced human hum reveals world beats
unheard before we chose to move inside,
 
agreed seclusion was a social gain,
could flatten curves of infection and death.
At first, we felt relief. Then mounting pain
of separation. And now? We find sweet breath
 
each morning, find peace within our own walls,
listen to morning wisdom of bird calls.
 
 
Leslie Schultz

April 8, 2020 Poem “Howling”

 


Howling
 
Not the wind knocking branches against the eaves,
Nor wolves, for they are far, far to the north.
Just the small echo chamber of my heart,
 
Voicing this pain I hear, this pain I see,
Twisting shimmers of inherited wroth
Polished and shaped for the distance of art.
 
There is power in voices shaped into song.
Our singing breath holds a gathering force.
Our sorrows must flow before they are spent,
 
Acknowledged before any grievous wrong
Can be set right. If the river’s course
Is dammed, its flow still presses, cannot relent.
 
Song helps to clear the silt, to sweeten the rue.
Our flowing breath can strengthen and renew.
 
 
Leslie Schultz

Regular readers of Winona Media might recall some these images. They inspired a NaPoWRiMo poem (April 19, 2017) called “Portrait of a Street Musician” and writing that poem helped me to learn from a reader what the instrument played was so long ago on a grey day in Paris.

This morning, I was thinking about breath and wondering about the tonal and other differences between singing and howling, or indeed whether the difference is only in our naming. Why that today? I don’t really know–gloomy weather, world strife, headache.

What I do know is that it helps me to engage, at least in my own way, to try to make something. To try to make sense.

Wishing you the solace of song today--Leslie

April 7, 2020 Poem “Geranium Lake”



Geranium Lake
 
...all the colours that Impressionism has made
 fashionable are unstable, all the more reason
boldly to use them too raw, time will only
soften them too much…
Vincent Van Gogh in a letter
 to his brother, Theo)
 
 
Who knew that paintings fade
like flowers?
 
Van Gogh foresaw the unstable
quality of his pigments,
 
impressed them vividly
onto prepared canvas
 
as in this picture of a man
walking with a woman,
 
arms entwined, air
heavy as blue metal,
 
trees spaced like columns
in a Doric temple, where
 
undergrowth thick
and wavy as seaweed
 
blooms with color—
yellow, orange, white—
 
but that fugitive one,
called spark or geranium lake,
 
sent from far afield
by Theo, used to make
 
a brief flowering of pink
has faded to white;
 
quite the opposite
of the trillium
 
at the base of my elm
which emerges like snow
 
but then blushes
each season into oblivion
 
shaded by showy
day lily, shrouded
 
afresh in the mystery
of understory:
 
this the story,
the way of man,
 
of woman,
of all flesh.
 
 
Leslie Schultz

Image: Vincent van Gogh (Dutch, b.1853, d.1890); Undergrowth with Two Figures; 1890; oil on canvas; Bequest of Mary E. Johnston; 1967.1430. (Cincinnati Museum of Art)

April 6, 2020 Poem “Fever”

 

 
Fever
 
A child asked me, “What is the grass?” fetching it to me with full hands…
                        (Walt Whitman, “Song of Myself, 6”)
 
 
Fever took me by surprise.
I was eight years old.
I lay in my room, under a blanket
covered with pictures
of pink roses, and the room
began to whirl. I could not
understand it, found it curiouser
and curiouser. The ceiling
tilted and dropped. The centrifugal
force created, somehow, by my own
body felt as though it would fling
me out of it, as though I had become
a spinning galaxy of heat and light
and pictures and roses that made
a body unneeded. I was puzzled
but not alarmed. I was on fire
with fire that did not consume.
 
My mother brought in the glass
thermometer, held in under
my tongue, kept bringing in trays
with ginger ale and aspirin, water,
sugary puddings after the sun rose.
When the sun fell, my fever broke.
I was still here but changed.
I could hear the pink Queen Elizabeth
roses growing on the other side
of the wall, hear the pellucid slugs
chewing the light green grass, even
the music of starlight streaming
through the willow tree I once fell
from, when the wind was knocked out
of me. Where did it go? I wanted
to know. I felt then that whole universe
unfurled from my home. Soon after
that fever I wrote my first poem.
 
 
Leslie Schultz