I am the dark flip of the diagnostic coin, treatment titrated into trauma.
Inert as chalk, yet I circle in the mind summoning dark outcomes,
torquing healing powers against themselves, imagination
metastasizing as fear. No matter where you look, “Hey! Over here!”
precise warnings serve as spores fruited by a lively brain
threading unravelling and pain. I do harm. I fall like rain.
Leslie Schultz
Last night, I wondered idly if today’s title might be “Narwhale” or “Notorious” or “Negotiate.” But….no.
I have long thought that fretting is an abuse of the imagination, so when I catch myself at it, I seek ways to short-circuit that. Recently, I learned that the term “placebo” has an antonym, and this poem sprang from that.
Some of the images here come from two past exhibitions of the American Swedish Institute: “Mansion in Mourning” (October 1-November 1, 2016) and “Quilting Art Today and The Nordic Quilts” (June 18-October 30, 2016)
All winter, this view has comforted me: your photograph, on canvas, filled with green, palest blue sky, golds, and red glowing leaves, supported by lattices of tracery.
You sent it for my bleak, frozen birthday, knowing mine falls when our branches are bare, knowing how our heavy skies glower grey as unpolished silver here. I can stare,
up from understory to sun-fired glow: a tree circled by delicate vine, a view as heart-lifting as a stained-glass window. Today, on your birthday, I offer you
heart-felt lines of thanks for the quiet majesty of your soaring spirit, your care, your artistry.
Leslie Schultz
Regular Winona Media readers know about the keen ability of my sister, Karla Schultz, to find and capture images of the natural world. Her images are dazzling and humbling, and I am grateful for her permission to share them here from time to time.
For the past four years, I have been happy that, since Karla’s birthday falls on April 13, right in the heart of the National Poetry Writing Month marathon, I have had the perfect spur to concoct and share a sororal paean. Though I can’t be with her on her special day this year, I am happy to know that right now she is out with her cameras.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KARLA!!!!
Earlier this morning…Considering the patterns….The artist’s signature…
Where did they go? They used to be everywhere in good weather, those wobbly parabolas.
Little girls, holding one end in each hand, twirled the ropes into spinning doorways, string lintels, stepping over them, rhythmically, lightly, over and over, carried by song.
The beat of the rope against the hard ground kept time for the breath of the skipping girls.
Where did they go? Into air? Into the ground? Into echoes all around? Into cadences everywhere?
What would it be like, the writing of fish? Something shining, I think, a muscular, flowing calligraphy, a Piscean script— accents of whirlpool and fin flip.
Shimmering, colorful circumlocutions used, like kennings, over and over, and with lots of sudden twists and turns in the plot, breaks long as winter, slower to resolve than river fog rising.
What would it be like to write not with ink or light but with water? Describing each fresh syllable with my whole body, then erasing it all as I go, every gesture a metaphor?