“Giacometti” for April 7, 2019

Giacometti
       for my father
 
“…the traces of an uneasy compulsive activity shape
    the image of a separate presence.”
 
“He sculpted not the human figure but “'the shadow that is cast.’”
 
Mornings, wearing a tie, you took the train
to Flinders Street Station, in the city’s heart.
Evenings, sometimes you dallied in the park,
watched the black ornamental swans, sheltered
from the choppy Yarra on their placid lake,
crown jewels of the Royal Botanic gardens.
 
Other days, you’d cross Prince’s Bridge but veer
toward the brick archway of the art museum,
the one fronted by a glass wall running with water.
One time, you showed us all how you could place
your hand on that window sculpted over by flow,
force the cascade, like a rock in a stream, to part;
 
next, you increased your slight magic by lifting
your hand to restore an unceasing waterfall,
as though you had never been there at all.
One evening, you wandered in. I imagine
you restless in that space, pecked by artists’ visions,
driven toward their shop by the known rubric
 
of commerce. Why, otherwise, would you carry
home a long, thin volume for me, praising
the sculpture of Giacometti?  Yes, I could see
“L’Homme qui marche,” thin as a railroad spike,
bent, pitted with weather, long nose sharp as a blade,
but I didn’t see, until now, how he resembled you,
 
your views, your profile, your obdurate strivings.
Remember, children don’t always track these things.

Leslie Schultz

My father was a math-physics double-major. He worked first as an engineer and later in computer science. Although identifying with scientists, he showed steady but idiosyncratic bursts of appreciation for arts and crafts. He liked many things, including: carved wooden duck decoys, coins, stamps, science fiction, spaghetti westerns, the song stylings of Johnny Cash, poetry that had been popular in his grandparents’ youth, and the irreverent lyrics and melodies of mathematician Tom Lehrer.

Today, I remembered the one time he brought me home a heavy-to-hold art book. It was a hardcover catalog of the sculptures of recently deceased Italian surrealist sculptor Alberto Giacometti. Then, as now, I was puzzled by this gift, but also touched by it. This morning, I am recalling a line from Dad’s favorite poem by Robert Service, “The Cremation of Sam McGee,”

On a Christmas Day we were mushing our way over the Dawson trail.
Talk of your cold! through the parka's fold it stabbed like a driven nail.
If our eyes we'd close, then the lashes froze till sometimes we couldn't see;
It wasn't much fun, but the only one to whimper was Sam McGee.

This was a poem he could recite from memory with great gusto, always coming down hard on that key syllable, “stabbed.”

To refresh my memory of this sculptor and his work, I looked him up. The first quote at the start of my poem is from a BBC documentary, “Giacometti,” from 1967, the year after the sculptor’s death, the second is from his own analysis of his work. This figure was just my Dad’s height, six feet. I think Dad would be interested to know that it holds stratospheric value today, not only among art critics but among deep-pocketed art patrons.

I am still not sure I understand it, but today it looms large, commanding my attention.

LESLIE

“Freefall” for April 6, 2019

Freefall
           
It started as a lark that spring. A few
of us piled into someone’s seen-better-days
automobile and drove, without a clue,
toward that tiny airport covered in haze.
 
We were trying, I guess, to forestall all
thought of the coming fall, who we would be
without school. We practiced jumps, I recall,
while a tiny plane circled, light and free,
 
as things do when leaving. The month before—-
it seemed an eternity—-my brother perished.
An icy turn drove him through his dark door
too early, while still raw and unfinished.
 
Now, we were told to keep leaping off crates.
Then it was time to climb into the craft,
with glass altimeters strapped to our chests,
to rise over fields, to plunge into updraft.
 
For me, this was dull aftermath, mute ode
to April, busy mixing her dead land
hues—-memory, desire—-for me to decode,
if I could, remake them with my own hand
 
later, after we limped that night to the fire ring,
shaken but standing, glasses and voices lifting.
 
Leslie Schultz
public domain photo by Guenther Dilligen (pixabay)

“Elementary” for April 5, 2019

Elementary
 
 
Smells of chalk and Elmer’s glue and hot lunch
linger. Thunk of rubber balls on asphalt.
On Valentine’s Day, the delicious crunch
of sugar cookies with pink sprinkles. Salt
 
made icy sidewalks safe. Our third-grade class
transformed cardboard into a Zulu hut,
covering the roof and sides with bright grass
made from crepe paper, green and tawny, cut
 
with Mrs. Munford’s sharp, black-handled shears.
When we were good, we could spend time inside,
use flashlights to read African books. Fears
were smaller then. Or maybe not. I cried
 
when I sounded out pollution, then learned that our air,
land, and water were sick; might die under our bad care.
 
Leslie Schultz

In third grade, I was lucky enough to fall in love with my teacher, Mrs. Munford. She was wise, and generously proportioned, and truly saw the best in each of her students. She taught us about China and Africa; and the turbulent history of The Stout-Hearted Seven, an authentic account of orphans alone navigating the Oregon Trail; about blood cells and constellations, and gerbils, and how seeds sprout; about multiplication tables, and arrays, and short division; and about the power of listening to whatever interests you.

When I started looking this morning, I could not locate any photos of me from that year–though in my school record book, artistically covered by my mother, there are photos for the flanking years.

Second Grade
Fourth Grade

Yet, I know I changed and learned a lot about myself during those nine months at Cedar Hills Elementary School. It was in second grade (across the hall) that I became mesmerized by rhyme, but it was in Mrs. Munford’s class that I started, all on my own, to write poems. I would think them up, write them down, copy them with my very best handwriting, and then illustrate them on ruled paper at home. The next day, I would turn them into my teacher, who always, always encouraged these extracurricular forays despite the many elementary mistakes I made. Mrs. Munford knew about potential and how to foster it in us. Toward the end of that year, I turned them into my first book.

Inside, I found that one of my first verses was dedicated to Mrs. Munford. I wish I could curl up, just for a few moments, again in that cardboard hut. And I wish she could read today’s new poem for her.        LESLIE

“Demons” for April 4, 2019

Demons
 
Some loomed like towering infernos,
I (young reader) imagined, 
all up rush of rages,
tornadic destroyers, impartial
whirlwinds of wroth.
 
Others shimmered like illustrations
in expensive library books,
slicing themselves out
of their pages, scimitars raised
for particular victims.
 
Others still—home-grown
from Black Forest spores—hunkered
small and slimy in garden pots, waiting
to latch on: diminutive, unfocused
globs of ill will.
 
Now, I know the worst,
glimpse those who slink
in the tangled dendritic forest
of my brain, who rush
from the angry underbrush,
 
those unbidden thoughts
that have sometimes caught
me by the throat,
then kept developing,
like polaroids of ugly faces,
 
stray impressions that rode me,
causing me to snarl,
to singe my own hair,
before they would disappear--
shaken off (but not quite.)
 
Leslie Schultz

The concept of the “demon” is one I first discovered as an avid young reader of fairy tales, those of old Europe–Perrault and the Brothers Grimm–and of the Islamic Golden Age. Scheherazade seemed to me the greatest hero of all, stepping into the flaming circle of a despot’s unreasoning anger, spinning a safety net for herself and all other women through the filaments of story itself. I felt terrorized by the landscape of her world, but she showed me the core truth that art saves lives, rights corruption, soothes the spirit.

These days, for me, battling demons is less panoramic and technicolor, less Hollywood or Bollywood or Kaiju.

I woke up this morning, after a peaceful sleep, thinking about how anger can ride us sometimes even when we think we are in the driver’s seat. Last week, I was startled to see this vehicle parked on a Northfield street–sort of humorous, sort of frightening. That’s the way we can all sometimes park our anger and resentment out in public under the guise of a joke or a jab or a verbal poke, isn’t it?

Behind the steering wheel of this Herman Munster-mobile appeared to be burst chains draped across the seat. Maybe it’s that easy. When we feel an angry thought, maybe we could just signal it, pull over to an appropriate curb, turn off the engine, and…walk away?

LESLIE     

P.S. For contrast, here is another Scheherazade-inspired poem that came during 2017’s NaPoWriMo activity, called “A Vinyl Memory.”

“Compass” for April 3, 2019

Compass
 
My cherished friend (a sonic artist,
a mother, a teacher) and I were
streaming north, last month,
toward a favorite museum to celebrate
the creativity of all that is northern,
Scandinavian, both in the old world
and here, in Minnesota.
 
We were flying out
of our tiny town, laughing
because the back of winter
seemed to be finally broken, the ice
and injuries that had kept us
cooped up far too long
had migrated at last.
 
Ahead, (though we didn’t suspect)
we’d encounter—I kid you not—
a gigantic solar egg—gleaming,
golden—perched on a nest
of iron-brown sticks, magic and witchy,
with a ladder inviting us
to peer inside the padlocked
 
glass door forbidding entry.
Here, saunic heat could hatch
for humans lighted on cedar wood
if they could just catch the right
moment at sunset. But then and there,
in late morning’s blue thaw,
we watched in awe as a pair
 
of sandhill cranes elegantly soared
across our highway, light
and strong, clearly aligned
with the Minnesota River.
Their long necks reached, outstretched,
toward their future, their making
of eggs born to be broken, from the inside.
 
They seemed to know that the fire of life
would soon be poking fierce, new sooty
beaks into this burnt-out season, would
demand to be fed, demand to sing
and try the air. They seemed sure
that parental care could renew the year,
help each unfold our inborn direction.
 
Leslie Schultz

Like the first two poems for this April, “Compass” recounts a true story. (I am not sure whether a theme is arising or not. If so, it is an unconscious one. )

This poem, which turned out to have a fairy tale quality, is based on an excursion to the American Swedish Institute with Bonnie Jean Flom. We love the human scale of this place, its mix of old and new, in its architecture and exhibitions.

We also like its stimulating exhibitions, and the rare dining experience of the award-winning in-house restaurant, Fika. We are both photographers, with Scandinavian roots, and, on this trip, we were keen to see the work of eco-Photo Shop artist and former farmer Erik Johansson, called “Imagine” (which is up until April 28, 2019.)

“Demand and Supply”

En route to seeing “Imagine,” however, we glanced into the inner courtyard of the museum and were amazed by….what? A space pod? A Christmas pear? No, an out-sized solar egg sculpture called “Reflect” by artistic duo Bigert and Bergstrom that turned out to be also a functioning sauna, visiting Minneapolis until April 28, 2019.

Photo by Bonnie Jean Flom

Then it was back inside to savor first the masterful surreal photography, then enjoy a lunch worthy of portraiture and with flavors redolent of northern forests.

(Note the pine-flavored home-made soda, the bright surprise of the egg in the center of mushrooms and rye bread, and the golden glow of the shared pear cake dessert.)

Does time with a friend get any better than this? Well, maybe.

At the end of this enchanted day, that began with cranes flying high, there was more enchantment. We crossed to Saint Paul to visit the Goldstein Gallery on the University of Minnesota campus to see the collection of ceramics by our mutual friend, Ruth Crane.

Despite the handmade porcelains that I use every day in my kitchen, this exhibition made me understand ceramics in a whole new way. It is open until May 19, 2019.

Just before leaving the campus, Bonnie Jean and I took this double selfie!

Guess what? I have booked a Solar Egg sauna later this month. I hope I am not too relaxed to drive back home!

Until tomorrow, LESLIE