“Watering Hole ” for April 23, 2019

Watering Hole
               (Summer in Wolf, Wyoming, 1980)
 
“Who are we?”
“What are we?”
“Why are we?”
               Glenda Jackson,
               on Shakespeare’s central questions
               Vogue, April 2019
 I.
 
Here in the heat and scrub of high plateau
a woman could wander for weeks without
seeing another soul. Just thirst and woe
for company. A shirt, soft jeans, and stout
 
boots, maybe a knife? I was twenty, so
clueless. What could be more tame than this, outpost
of  wild western vibe, the dude ranch? Oxbow
curve of cabins along Wolf Creek, evening bouts
 
of drinking by guests, mountains blocking low
stars at twilight. That summer, consumed by doubts,
mood-clouded, I waited tables, would go
as far as I could, between meals, on foot.
 
For true escape, there was Sheridan, by car:
jukebox, laconic cowboys, the Mint Bar.
 
 II.
 
At the Goodwill, I bought a hat, stained band
of leather inside, stiff crown and low brim;
tooled boots; a gold pocket watch for my hand
when it wanted weight. I wouldn’t think of him.
 
Pretender that I was, the raw, wind-grooved land
set life in high relief. One dusk, at the red rim
of a rise in the road, I spied some tan
skin, a line of crushed spine. I saw I could skim
 
off part with my pocket knife, take the end
of the snake with me, circumvent venom.
I thought I could keep the rattle and bend
its music into protection, however grim.
 
Faithless lover, sharper than serpent’s tooth.
I swore to write to him, to sing the truth.
 
III.
 
All summer, I’d tried not to think of the man
I loved the way a thundercloud will cling
to its rain, refusing even one drop to land.
Now words tumbled out in gusts, outpouring
 
onto the dry page. I addressed it by hand,
licked a stamp, sent it off, then went striding
to the corral. Just then, a horse limped in, shunned
by its herd. For two days, she'd been expiring
 
in a wet bog, mired to her neck. A ranch hand,
with his rope and mount, pulled her out. Trying,
step by painful step, to reach the trough and
drink, she did it. Dazed, she managed to stand.
 
I was done with waiting. I had a poet’s creed.
I returned to college packing a tumbleweed.
 
 Leslie Schultz
Photo: David of Alcoa, Tennessee (pixabay)
Photo: Pete Zarria (Flickr) “The Mint Bar, Sheridan, Wyoming”
Photo: Steppinstars (pixabay) “Schwabacher Landing”
Photo: skeeze (pixabay)

Happy Shakespeare’s Birthday! The trio of Shakespearean sonnets I wrote this morning is, as they say, “based on a true story….” I spent the summer between my junior and senior years of college at Eaton’s Ranch, the oldest dude ranch in the world. It is beautiful and sometimes desolate country, there in the shadow of the Big Horn Mountains near the borderline between Wyoming and Montana. I learned a lot about myself that summer.

And it was in Sheridan, in a little book store, that a stranger first asked me if I were a poet. Heart pounding, voice quavering, I felt compelled to answer “Yes, I am.” I walked out of the store with a book filled with the metaphors of collective nouns called An Exhaltation of Larks by James Lipton, and uplifted by a sense of true vocation that has sustained me over four decades. I feel very lucky to have found an abundance of loving people in my life, but, no matter what, I have my sense of myself and my work.

That was also the summer I started taking not just snapshots but aiming for real photographs. (As the incredible work from others, above, shows, I still have a lot to learn! I shall never stop trying, though.) Below are some of the images from that long-ago summer, and one of the watch, taken this morning.

Wishing you an iambically happy ramble through Shakespeare’s Birthday, 2019! LESLIE

P.S. If any of you are lucky enough to see Glenda Jackson and Ruth Wilson in the current production of King Lear, do let me know!

“Umbrellas” for April 21, 2019

Umbrellas
 
Upturned blossoms
open on rainy days,
the weather necessary
for thirsty upright flowers.
 
Windborne colonies,
they travel along sidewalks,
especially now, when April
showers are bringing trills
 
of robins. Clouds will part;
the dome of egg-blue
will return. Until then,
bumper crops of bright
 
bumpershoots fill
our lowered skies,
protect our heads,
delight our eyes.
 
Leslie Schultz

Yep. Today, it is raining again, here in Northfield, Minnesota, but today I am looking on the bright side! Many thanks to model Mattie Lufkin–Mattie, you bring sunshine wherever you go!

LESLIE

“Rain, rain, go away” Noah’s Ark Quilt, Made for a Friend, 1994
Carleton College Campus, New Student Week 2016

“Trillium” for April 20, 2019


Trillium
 
We have a singular one
in our back garden
at the foot of the elm.
 
Each spring it rises
in a trio of tiers:
leaves, sepals, petals.
 
It offers a time-lapse
waltz of color change:
white satin, berry pink, ash.
 
Leslie Schultz

I first learned about these woodland flowers when I was a child in Oregon. When we moved to Northfield, we planted one at the base of our American Elm. Both are still healthy! Our trillium should be blooming in a few weeks, and this year I intend to take some photographs of it when it is fully pink. (The first and second images are from our garden. The middle image was taken at the Northfield Post Office.) Until I was able to observe this single plant, I did not know how the starlight-white of the new trillium bloom turns pink as it ages. Botanically, I read that this results from self-generated anthocyanins–triggered by stress or aging–with the goal of reclaiming and conserving the nutrients in the petals that the trillium is throwing away. I don’t fully understand that mechanism, but I find myself wondering about the way humans seem to move oppositely along the color spectrum–from rosy baby to white-haired elder.

As evidence, I submit the following from a dozen years ago! Below is an image taken at Village on the Cannon. Julia and I are waiting for our Spanish lesson with Susan Hvistendahl and celebrating that a trio of my photographs are on the wall. Today, I note that my face then was rosier, my hair less threaded with white just a decade ago.

Happy Saturday! LESLIE

“Ramshackle” for April 18, 2019

Ramshackle
 
The house on the headland,
once snug,
is now ransacked by wind,
pelted by rain,
invaded by small seeds
seeking to catch hold
in a new place.
 
Needle grasses burst
through floorboards.
White petals cling,
fresh découpage,
to fading blue wallpaper.
Saplings pierce the shingles.
And all summer, bees patrol.
 
Leslie Schultz

“Quasar” for April 17, 2019

Quasar
 
“Quasi-stellar”:
nefarious stolen light,
pulsating power,
whirling disk of hot gas—
electric! magnetic!
organized around
a black hole
that consumes galaxies,
sucks them in.
 
Ah, mystery solved.
There are people
like that,
powerful ones
who want to be stars.
 
I watch them
from a distance.
I try
not
to be
s
 u
  c
   k
     e
       d
          i
            n
              .
   
Leslie Schultz
Quasar (public domain photo by NASA)