Poem in Progress: April 7, 2016

Number 7

Complements

Forsythia suspensa

brighter than sunlight—
high folded blossoms chatter
perched on wet black twigs

Forsythia

Scilla siberica

bluer than water—
pooling blooms wash these green lawns
tide rising each year

Leslie Schultz

Scilla Pools

Always coming before the leaves arrive, just when we Minnesotans are starved for color, these color wheel botanical opposites thrill and cheer me. This year our back garden is especially lush. (Tim and I agree that on that mythical day when our ship comes in we will celebrate by buying 1,000 new scilla bulbs to colonize the front garden which currently has only one handkerchief-sized patch.) I would also like to plant our own forsythia someday. (I am inspired by ones on our street and dazzled by the ones I saw–glimpsed at in this photograph–recently in Bryn Mawr, Pennsylvania.)

Until tomorrow!  Leslie

Poem in Progress: April 6, 2016

Number 6

Meditation on Time

Our lives must live forward,
it is said, as though walking
step by step

toward a mirage.
Footprints of sand behind.
Thirst in the mouth.

What is concocted
in the blackened kitchens of history
we all must eat.

And yet, each of us
takes a different portion,
a set of tastes.

The past interpenetrates
the now, as if thin sheets
of sedimentary rock—

that geological clock
of our planet—were
arched and shuffled

anew for us each,
dealing us different hands,
elements we must deal

with, then finally discard.
What is cooked up
in the blinding kitchens of history

we must all digest.
Death is the fast we abhor
and, at last, long for.

Trident time: blue morpho,
both wings beating
against a field of blue sky.

Leslie Schultz

Yesterday was icy and rainy here, and I spent most of it reading non-fiction: Love, Amy: Letters of Amy Clampitt, edited by Willard Spiegelman and American Ghost by Hannah Nordhaus. Both works grapple, each in its own way, with how the past–always imperfectly remembered or reconstructed–informs but cannot completely predict the unfolding of the here and now.

Yesterday, I also wrote this lighted-hearted poem just after my yoga practice.

A Holey Prayer Rug

It’s when I wonder where I’m at
That I unfurl my yoga mat.

Although it’s tattered like a tarp, it
Has become my magic carpet.

On it I fly that sense of doom
That seeks me daily in my room;

No matter muscles—ached and pained—
My inner poise can be regained.

No matter where my thoughts have flown
I chant, become one perfect tone.

Leslie Schultz

Until Tomorrow!

Leslie

Poem in Process: April 5, 2016

Photo: Atia Cole

Photo: Atia Cole

Queen Cassiopeia

Unable to rule your tongue—
bad mother emblem—now,
in your silver chair, you rule
your little cube of space, fixed

in a celestial ski-lift,
always circling the North Pole,
as though hurtling, cross-purposed,
in your starry tumbrel,

to the zodiacal carousel;
a traveler fated without arrival, yet
winking, as you pass, every time;
your beauty, Blurry Zigzag,

always poised over some sea:
billions of volts, possibly:
visible, time-vanquished starlight
and unmeasurable light to come.

Leslie Schultz

It has been so cloudy in Northfield that this morning the clear night sky came as a surprise and a delight. I looked out the window to the southeast and thought I saw the distinctive shape M/W shape of this constellation, and…this is the result. (A big “Thank You!” to Atia Cole for this marvelous silvery and blue photograph from the Bahamas.)

Until tomorrow!

Leslie

Poem in Process: April 4, 2016

Number 4

Of Rubic’s Cubes and Rainbows

Red conjures thoughts of blood.
Orange, the hues of flame.
Yellow, an aegis of sun.
Green, the daughter of rain.
Blue sings the music of rivers.
Indigo’s voice is ink.
Violet causes quivers
of rapture. Or so I think.

Leslie Schultz

Yesterday, I awoke with ideas for two poems, so I wrote and posted them both. Today? Nothing! Nothing of my own, anyway. Later in the day, yesterday, I had been working on an essay on another poet, Amy Clampitt, and I awoke with her work long, intricate sentences in my head.

So, with today’s NaPoWriMo challenge in front of me, I went to an idea notebook that Julia made for me. It was my Christmas present in 2009. I found this as the first entry, made on April 10, 2010.

“Red is the color of blood.
Orange is the hue of flame.”

I remember when I wrote this little scrap. It was when Tim was driving and I was gazing out the passenger’s window at the fields along Minnesota’s Highway 52 on our way to an art gallery in Zumbrota called “The Crossings.” The next day I transferred it into my pristine new book and promptly forgot about it for six years.

One of the things I love about working with words is that I just never know how (or when) a poem will jell into something with shape. Whether I am figuring out my own new thing or marveling at someone else’s creation, part of poetry’s pull on me is that it appeals to the crossword puzzle part of my brain. Better, there is never one right answer. Always many right answers!

Idea Notebook

Until Tomorrow!

Leslie

Poems in Process: April 3, 2016

Number 3

Yellow Slicker

I put it on, and the floppy hat, too.
The arms hang way past my hands.
We each claim our place at the railing—
Mom, clinging tight to squirrely little Kurt,
Karla, calm and watchful, and Dad,
stowing his science fiction in a dry pocket.

Kitty is safe at home, fed by a neighbor.

The sturdy tub begins to rock,
drawing nearer and nearer.
The approaching roar
is like the vast silence
and heavy dark
a mile under the earth
in Carlsbad Caverns. It was wet there,
too, but here, the whole world
is made of water and the water
is singing, is pouring its stinging
notes, needles made of mist,
each one a tempting siren
calling me closer to the dark adventure
the song of my life.

Leslie Schultz

Finger Exercises

I dream I am speaking to the mother
of a dark-haired girl.
The girl, seven or eight years old, is crying.

She doesn’t believe it.
How can practicing the flow
of her handwriting compete

or help with her dancing.
Distraught, her tutu shakes,
there in the barn, where we gather.

Oh, yes, I say. It’s true.
Scientific research. Amazing—
when the littlest finger moves,

muscles fire in the legs, too,
run neural music up and down
the whole body, like wild fire.

My words quiver in her ear, tickle
those tiny internal cilia.
Her smile breaks like a tsunami.

She reaches up for a large sheet
of foolscap, dips the steel
nib into the inkwell.

I, who could never dance,
clap as the flowing blue swoops
and curls across the page

like a dancer on a spotlit stage
reinventing each timeworn move anew.
I tap my foot, my silk-and-steel toeshoe.

Leslie Schultz

Until Tomorrow!