Highlights from the January 2025 Poetry Tour:

As all journeys do, this one began at home. On Tuesday evening, January 22, I read via Zoom with the Crazy Wisdom Poetry Circle. I went to sleep with the voices of other poets in my head, with a feeling of precious community. That experiences was a good precusor for the next few days.

Day One: January 23, 2025

The next morning, my friend and neighbor, poet Susan Jaret McKinstry, headed north and east toward Appleton, WI, where our first reading was scheduled at The Book Store on College Avenue that evening. For a three-and-a-half-day journey, a lot of impressions accrued. The (mostly visual) highlights below share some of these. Still, it might prove an epic journey for a reader–be forewarned!

Part of the journey for me was a trip down Memory Lane. We stopped first for breakfast in Osseo, WI, a tiny dot on the map off Highway 10 with a restaurant my parents and sister and I had visited before, the Norske Nook–famous for its pies.

After breakfast, with Susan’s indulgence, we visited the nearby Quilting Nook and the City Park, where I tossed one of my Dad’s coins. The nickel made a satisfying rattling sound as it disappeared into large-mouth bass sculpture and then clincked through, as though being rejected by a vending machine. On the third toss, it slipped into a dark crevice to await spring.

We arrived at our hotel, the Paper Valley Hilton on College Avenue, just at dusk. The reception desk had a whimiscal book wall, and our quiet and spacious room had a delightful view of a skating rink. We were soon on our way to The Book Store for our first reading–it turned out to be a delightful venue, and the small group of listeners (just two, former students of Susan’s!) made for an interesting conversation afterwards between the four of us. I was pleased to read a number of poems inspired by the Fox Valley. Afterwards, we dined at the Vince Lombardi Steakhouse at the hotel. It offered vegetarian options and momentos from the collection of the legendary coach himself.

Day Two: Friday, January 24, 2025

Up early, we indulged in Starbucks lattes (thank you, Susan) and then drove to three places once part of my family landscape.

First, we motored over to nearby Menasha and found 537 East Broad Street, the house my father’s paternal great-grandparents, Emil and Katherine Schultz, built and where my grandfather, Charles Schultz, grew up. A coin was duly tossed into the Fox River.

Next we returned to Appleton and stopped briefly at the house where I briefly lived, before heading off to college, at 3311 North Rankin Street.

Our final morning stop was at West Lorain Court in Appleton, a house built by my great-grandmother, Mae Peterson Danielson, and lived in with her second husband, James Danielson, and after Grandpa Jim’s death, while I was in high school, inherited by and inhabited by my father’s parents, Phyllis Peterson Schultz and Charles Schultz.

The house is arranged on its triangular lot so as to have the maximum of sidewalk. It was my good luck that we’d had a dusting of snow the night before, and that when we saw the current owner, Bob, shoveling his walk, Susan encouraged me to speak to him. I am glad I did! It turns out not only did he know my great-grandfather but he had been his paperboy decades ago.

We began talking, and he shared many memories before inviting me in to meet his wife, JoAnn. It was lovely to see the diningroom where I recall meals of pot roast and lemon meringue piebeing served, and the kitchen where I recall doing dishes. I forgot to ask about the rhubarb patch behind the house that my great-grandmother loved, but I did get to peek into the garage and see the vintage car Bob is restoring. I left them with copies of two of my books and a promise to send them the poem I had read the previous evening, “Sylvan”, dedicated to my great-grandfather, who came to this country from Denmark in order to work as a lumberjack. Later he ended his career as the accountant for Knoke Lumberyard in Appleton.

After that delightful chance encounter, Susan and I went to the Lawrence University Chapel to hear poet Patricia Smith give a convo talk.

We arrived early enough to soak in the beauty of the chapel’s stained glass versions of Pre-Raphaelite paintings. The chapel was filled to capacity. Lawrence professor Melissa Range introduced Smith as one of her long-time heros. Having read some of her recent work, it was a pleasure to hear how Smith, a noted spoken word artist, brought her poems to life.

After the Convo, Susan and I were able spend quality time with some old and new friends. We were able to have a leisurely conversation with poet Melissa Range at nearby Lawless Coffee Shop. Ranger is a member of the English Department Faculty at Lawerence, sharing a position with her partner, poet Austin Segrest. I had connected with her at a Zoom workshop on the modern sonnet a while back (best workshop ever!) and was elated when she agreed to contribute a blurb for Geranium Lake. It was wonderful to get to meet her in person, and to ask her to inscribe my well-read copy of her collection of poems, Scriptorium.

That evening, we attended one of those rare and perfect dinner parties at the home of family friend, Brigid Vance. Tim, Julia, and I met Brigid when she was a Carleton psychology major in her senior year. She lived next door and did babysitting for Julia until she graduated. Several degrees later, she is a professor of history and co-chair of the Asian Studies Department at Lawrence with a forthcoming book on research focuses on the intellectual and cultural history of dreams and dream divination in late Ming China. She invited us to be part of a special dinner she and her wife, Maria Luisa, were making for Maria Luisa’s brother, Elias in honor of his 40th birthday. Ranger and Austin came, too. Maria Luisa and Elias grew up in Venezuela, and we were able to experience special food and drink from their home country, as well as lively conversation. We also got to meet three adorable dogs–Eenas and Hector (miniature schnauzers) and Venus (a dachshund)–all of whom were sporting sweaters due to the compelling cold.

It was a warm and lovely way to spend a frigid evening away from home.

Day Three: January 25, 2025

On Saturday morning, we drove north and east to Door County, a place filled with good fishing, cherry orchards, artist’s studios, and incredible natural beauty in all seasons. We stopped briefly in Egg Harbor, where I had never been before, though I had vividly imagined it during my Lake Charles years. That is when I wrote the poem, “Egg Harbor, Wisconsin” — included in Still Life with Poppies: Elegies. It seemed an appropriate place to leave a coin.

Egg Harbor is just a few miles from our main destination, Write On, Door County, an incredible literary center outside of Juddville.

This literary center, a thoughtfully designed space filled with natural light and sited on 50+ acres of trails, across the road from their writer’s residency house, is a place as well suited to quiet contemplation as it is to events and programs. Katie Dahl, a local singer-songwriter (and Carleton English major alum!) with deep roots in Door County, was one of their first residency recipients. She invited Susan to participate in an event with her, and I was delighted to be included in the program. Having listened to her CDs over and over, I enjoyed the chance to hear her play and sing up close, especially in a place with superb accoustics.

Katie pulled in a large and welcoming crowd. Poet Al DeGenova, who serves as Executive Director of Write On, Door County, introduced us. Then Katie played first, then Susan and I read poems, and then Katie took more requests and told stories of how her songs came to be written. When I saw this book, also in my own library, right behind the podium, I knew that I had to read my poem “The Book of Quilts” as well as my poem about Egg Harbor (both from Still Life with Poppies: Elegies) and a few from Geranium Lake. Susan read both some new work and selections from her incredible collection, Tumblehome.

Photo: Al DeGenova
Photo: Al DeGenova
Photo: Al DeGenova

After the event, we followed Katie to the home she shares with her husband and bandmate, Rich, and their son, Guthrie.

They had kindly invited us to stay in their guest house–a very comfortable strawbale construction with tile floors with radiant heat–the ultimate in minimalist luxury. They also invited us to dinner, and it was fragrant and delicious–vegetables and red beans, homemade naan, and a pumpkin-spice cake adorned by Guthrie with glorious cream cheese frosting.

After dinner, we relaxed with Katie, Rich, and Guthrie–the perfect end to an unforgettable day. Thanks to Guthrie, we even played charades!

Day Four: January 26, 2025

Sunday morning found us on the road for home. This time we stopped briefly in Bailey’s Harbor for two kinds of fuel (gasoline and caffeine), and enjoyed a local coffee shop called “Pinkey Promise.”

For lunch, we stopped in Wausau, home of ginseng farming, memories of old college boyfriends, and quirky eateries, including the Wausau Mining Company. As Susan said, “They really commit to a vision!” Veins of gold glinted here and there, canaries (sadly, stuffed) hung from the shaft interior (dining room) and even in the ladies room. The ambience was more memorable than the food for me, but it was fun to sample local culinary color and avoid fast food chains.

Before dark, we drove into Northfield, glad to know that we had returned with many good memories, and glad, too, to know we would sleep in our own beds!

If you made it all the way to the end of this saga, thank you for your stamina!

LESLIE

Happenstance Map of Wisconsin? (In front of Write On, Door County)

Reading at The Book Store in Appleton, WI on January 23, 2025 (Leslie Schultz and Susan Jaret McKinstry)

Appleton, Wisconsin Skyline with Lawrence University in the foreground
Appleton West High School

Once upon a time, I lived in Appleton, WI. It was while I was a student at Appleton West High School that I took my first creative writing class, began reading poetry seriously (thanks to the stacks of the public library). It is also where I published my first poems, in the student-run literary publication, Patterns of Stardust. That was back in the days of construction paper covers, staples, mimeographs, and manual typewriters. (Juvenilia, anyone?) (Sorry, I have glued the pages shut!)

This Thursday, January 23, 2025, from 5:00-6:30 p.m., poet Susan Jaret McKinstry will be reading at a wonderful independent bookstore, The Book Store, located at 801 West College Avenue. This venue offers used and new books and hosts a variety of events, including one for knitters and readers. It opened its doors in 1977, the year I graduated from high school. I am delighted that it has thrived all these years, and even more thrilled to return as an author and to be able to read there with Susan. If you are in the area that evening, please join us!

Happy Reading!!! LESLIE

Quartet of Queens: The Month of Great-Grandmothers (January 2014) #1 Mae

Family Tree

Since just before Julia was born, I have been more interested in genealogy. I am now convinced of the importance of writing down the memories I have and the stories I hear. (Like Herodotus, father of history, I think it is important to write them down whether they can be verified or not.)

When Julia was a baby, I started gathering information to create a family tree–or, perhaps more accurately, a “tree of progenitors”, since the information doesn’t include brothers, sisters, cousins, additional marriages, and so on. Instead of Julia being situated as a leaf on a family tree, she is the locus around which her direct ancestors are arranged in the symmetrical fashion of a Palladian window, retreating in algorhythmic progression as far as we have information. Just before Julia was born, I asked an artist friend, Marilyn Larson, to write in the names in her beautiful handwriting. As you can see below, she did much more, creating a design that incorporated watercolors of our labyrinth and objects from our home and life (wild roses; the Bear Paw quilt I made for my sister; Ursa Major; and our dog, Luna.)

Family Tree with My Great-Grandmothers

Tim’s family is on the left, mine is on the right. They march back symmetrically through the generations: 2 parents, 4 grand-parents,  8 great-grandparents, 16 great-great-grandparents, and so on. Some lines are much shorter than others: they exist but cannot be known since we have nothing written down. That gives me a chill. Why? I am quite sure that these people were full of fears and desires, laughter, heartache, and achievement. Yet just a few generations later, they are smoke. Poof! Gone. Passion for living spent. Not even a name remaining.

Well, for my great-grandmothers,(Julia’s great-great-grandmothers) we do have the names, even a few memories and stories.  I have remembered and gathered and written down what I could. Over the next four Wednesdays, I am making one post each for four very different women, each of whom is my great-grandmother. The personalities and available information for each also differs significantly. I don’t know why, but I am convinced that it is important to document this family members in all their warty, beautiful humanity, beginning with my father’s mother’s mother.

QUARTET OF QUEENS

So far as we know, we don’t choose our relatives.  We work with the hand we are dealt, because we can’t fold.  Time and distance makes it easier to see the ties that link us to those who lived long ago and share our genes if not our memories or dreams.  I don’t claim to see myself or my parents objectively.  Even my grandparents are a bit too close for that.  But, somehow, the great-grandmothers are distant enough for inspection, yet close enough for a felt connection.

MAE

Mae Young

My father’s grandmother, Mae Kragh Peterson Danielsen, grew up on a farm outside Weyawega, Wisconsin.  She was fiercely ambitious and wanted to live away from the dirt, the stench, the unrelenting work that farm life entailed.  Mae was very beautiful in her youth, with a long, white neck, blonde hair, and eyes as blue and cold as the Baltic sea.

When this full-blooded Dane married early, she left farm life in the dust as soon as she could.  She whipped her gentle alcoholic husband, Chrissy (another Dane), into town, much as she would a slow horse.  Eventually, he would bolt, and they divorced.  My grandmother, Phyllis, cried that one time when I asked her to tell me about her mother.  Mae moved the family to Appleton, Wisconsin during the roaring twenties.

Mae was restless, active, and shrewd. In time, she grew moderately rich on city real estate. Below is a photo of the last house she occupied, on Loraine Court. I remember the house better than I do her, because it was just a few blocks from my high school, and during my last year of high school it was the home of my Grandma Phyllis, Grandpa Charles, and my aunt, Debbie.

Lorraine Court Appleton WI

In her prime, I was told, still married to Chrissy, she enjoyed the company of other men. When found out by her adolescent daughter, Mae bought Phyllis expensive clothes and long, elegant, pointed shoes to ‘keep her mouth shut,’ Grandma told me.

Chris, Phyllis, Mae

Chris, Phyllis, Mae

Mae used her beauty as a weapon,  and she had other weapons, too, everything from a tone of voice to the back of a hand.  People said (after Chrissy) she’d have to find a saint to marry her.  They also said that she’d found him in Jim Danielson.  Gentle Grandpa Jim had come from Denmark as a young man to work as a lumberjack in the Big Woods of northern Wisconsin.  Six decades later, he kept the music of his mother tongue, even as he spoke English with great courtesy.  Because he lived until I was in high school, I have more memories of him. I also have his axe.  It resembles the form I remember him having: long and slender, silver-headed.  Jim and Mae married when she was already a grandmother, but he was the grandfather my own father knew and loved.

Mae, Richard (my dad), and Phyllis

Mae, Richard (my dad), and Phyllis

Of all my great-grandmothers, my memories of Mae are the strongest.  I can’t recall her speaking to me, but I remember her agitation, her wall-to-wall wool carpets the color of liver, her flaky pie crust, her fragile Danish dishes and how particular she was about how they were washed and dried.  I remember family dinners at which she presided:  the food flavorful and all those gathered for dinner slightly afraid of her.  Her face in old age grew pointed and thin, like the face of the mink Grandma Phyllis wore clipped around her shoulders on Sundays.  I have Mae’s blue oval wool tablecloth with the short fringe, the wrong shape for my table.  I also have photos of her that fascinate me.

In the first, she is a small figure, barely distinguished, yet somehow a focal point.  She stands away from the farm that is now dust, outside little Lind Center, Wisconsin. The farm and the town, too, have disappeared from the maps.  There are two men, a team of horses hitched to a wagon, a farmhouse.  Mae stands holding the handle of a baby stroller in which my grandmother, Phyllis, sits.

Farm near Lind Center, WI

Farm near Lind Center, WI

Back of Photo of Lind Center Trim

Another was taken the day of her wedding to her first husband, Chrissy.  He looks stunned, his hair parted as though with a hatchet.  He sits, while she stands behind him.  Long-stemmed carnations are pinned to the lace at the shoulder of her dress, upside down, as though they are hung up to dry.

Mae Chris Wedding

The last photo is close-up of her face.  She is in her 50s, long before I knew her, but about the age I am now.  She has heavy jowls, red lips, the intent focus of a predator about to pounce.  Her smile unnerves me so much I hide her picture even now.

Mae Middle Age

I have heard how Grandma Phyllis would drive to see her, a journey of six hours. In the last hour, near Fond du Lac, about sixty miles from Appleton, Phyllis would begin to chain smoke.  You never knew just when or how Mae would strike.  Mae was famous for her lemon pie, a light golden crust and a sour bite under the sweet.

The story I can’t forget is how, once–finally–when Mae lifted a hairbrush against her four-year-old granddaughter, Debbie, in a sudden spat of anger, Phyllis finally spoke up.  Catching her mother’s wrist in mid-swing, Phyllis said in a low growl, “If you even touch my daughter, I’ll break your arm.”

May Fancy

When I think about this, and when I look at these photographs, I am reminded that determination is a powerful force for either good or ill. I understand the appeal of fine bones, fine looks, fine clothes  and china, but I can see, too, that finer feelings matter more to me. I also see that the stories that live on after us are only part of the truth, and that we influence–but do not control–which ones are told of us, over and over, out of our hearing.

Easter 1960: Mae holding Leslie, Phyllis, Jane, Debbie with Easter Bunny

Easter 1960: Mae holding Leslie, Phyllis, Jane, Debbie with Easter Bunny

Finally, I see how family stories connect us with the past, and how history itself is a tangle of the family stories we all share.

Mae and Jim Christmas Card

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